"I tested HIV positive in 2003 while I was displaced in Opit IDP camp in Gulu [district in northern Uganda]. I could not believe my results - I thought the doctors had given me another person's results.
"I waited for three months and I went for another test ... and the result was again positive. I could not take it. I broke down; I thought it was the end of the world and I was waiting to die any moment.
"In November 2008 I fell very sick. My daughter took me to the health centre and doctors tested my CD4 count [a measure of immunity]. It was very low - 180 - and I started getting ARV drugs at Lalogi health centre [in the camp]. Getting the drugs was quite easy because I walked a short distance to the health centre at Lalogi every two weeks.
"Now it has become very difficult, because I left the camp and moved back to my village, so I have to walk 24 kilometres every two weeks to get the drugs.
"I am not alone; there are also other women in my village walking a long distance to get the drugs. I walk so many hours and get tired by the time I reach the health centre, so I sleep at a friend's home in the camp and go back home the following day.
"My husband has missed his drugs; he said he has given up walking the long distance to get his ARVs and he has resorted to drinking alcohol. He drinks alcohol every day, and said he waits for his day to die. I can't get his ARVs - the doctors say my husband should come for them personally.
"I am worried if my husband dies because we have five children - no one will help me take care of the children.
"I pray to God so that a health centre is brought nearer to our village to help HIV positive people in the area."
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